What does a horse represent to you?

Happy Chinese New Year!  But why do I celebrate this, you might wonder?

I was first introduced to Chinese Medicine by a co-worker, when I received acupuncture to reduce stress and stomach issues in late 1994. In 1995, I began to practice Qigong and meditation, and talked regulary with a well-known master about life, love and spirituality. He shared the Chinese Zodiac with me, where I learned that I was born in the year of the Metal Dog and what this signifies.

Just like with Western Astrology, I emphasize looking at the various signs as various personality types, where some go better together than others and where all have various traits that we can learn about to help get to know someone better, rather than seeing it as superstitious predictions. Not surprisingly, I’m hence both loyal like a dog and persistent like sharp metal, which I think fits well with who I am.

My dad’s late wife actually studied Chinese and they made a longer trip there, so since then, the Chinese culture has somewhat evoked my curiosity. It was also the Tao the Ching and the teachings of Confucius that was part of my early spiritual seeking.

Last year, was the year of the Snake, which naturally meant to shed old layers of our lives, beliefs, habits, things and structures, as well as relationships.

In my own life, this for example, has meant to ensure that I haven’t acquired something that I don’t want to keep or bring with me. I usually give away, sell or discard, any items in my wardrobe that no longer fits me, are broken or worn out, or that I no longer like, regularly, which also makes room for new. This is also something I can apply to the rest of my home. And this is one of the principles of Feng Shui – another aspect of Chinese Medicine – a teaching about how one can organize one’s life, home and office to make the energy flow better, to feel better and to attract more positive things that one desires. This flow-chart represents the balance between wind and water and can be placed like a map on a room, apartment or house, where each direction represents an area in our life, as well as a natural element and color, as well as consider the actual location of where one lives. It’s this flow-chart or map, that is called a BaGua and is shaped like an octagon, that is the inspiration for the logo I’ve made for Telluselle Living Center. Practicing Qigong is built on the same principles but with our own bodies, meridians and energy field, to ensure longevity and good health. You can also apply this on the times of day and night for when certain of our organs work the best, and when to preferably eat and drink what and how, to feel better. For me, that means to avoid too cold drinks and fried food, and instead choose boiled and less spicy dishes.

And now it’s time for a new year! Our Western New Year on January 1st is typically a day when I set intentions and make goals after summarizing how my last year has been, but at the same time does happen in total winter darkness and often feels accompanied by our society’s stress, wherefor I like to see the Chinese New Year, that also is referred to as the Spring Festival, as a more relaxed opportunity to celebrate and cement my wishes and goals, hopefully in alignment with what it’s said it will bring. The key to remember, is that when many people believe in the same thing, or in the same power, it often becomes easier manifest, so why not take advantage of it as inspiration and good tidings to use for creating things that can benefit both myself and others?!

This year is the year of the Fire Horse – and auspicious for people like me who are born in the year of the Dog. It’s said that it will bring fast and swift changes, more momentum and more power and passion. You can use it as inspiration by thinking about what a horse represents to you. I used to horseback ride a lot growing up. For some 8 years I practically lived in the stables, riding, competing, cleaning and grooming horses, while both learning and teaching theory. I even began studying horse psychology on my own and practiced whispering to my favorite pony, which for example enabled me to not become bucked off for my first two years, and another time with his half-brother, I asked him to not run too fast over the obstacle course or I wouldn’t be allowed to ride him anymore. The next time, he was like a completely different horse, and I’ve never ridden better and got a ribbon.

To me, a horse is a steadfast companion but with a free will, symbolizing both freedom and personality. With that, I can focus on bringing forth more of mine, this new year! To perhaps claim more of my righteous space and time in the spotlight and to be more action-oriented in my approach and take practical steps to build my dream life. This is of course always depending on what others may or may not do as well, like decisions by lawmakers and authorities, but while having this in mind and be prepared, we can’t let governments rule our lives, they are supposed to serve us!

A horse is also very steady on the hoof through unchartered territories or wilderness, so making sure I know where I put down my feet, will probably become more important to consider with care, as I interpret it.

Which animal of the Chinese Zodiac were you born in? What does a horse represent to you and how can you incorporate more of that into your life?

The Chinese letters means Fu, as in wishing blessings for a prosperous year. If you’d like to try doing this lettering too, click here to see how.

The message from crow

A couple of days ago, when I was walking back home, crossing the parking lot, I heard a crow cawing loudly and looked up. I saw it sitting next to a big lightning rod, that I hadn’t noticed before and thought to myself how good that we have one.

The day after, when I stepped out of my apartment building on my way to the beach, I saw a big black feather on the ground and thought to myself, it must have belonged to the crow. I wondered what it meant. Did it want to tell me something?

I took another path then the one I normally walk, and saw this giant tree split in half, by lightning I presume. I don’t know when, and saw that ants were living in the trunk. Good for them!

But what if it was the crow’s home that got split in half? Why would it have to make such a sacrifice and lose its home? Had it?

Yesterday, two days after, I realized that my Swedish stalker had intruded into my home again, scraping out butter violently (for whatever reason beats me, he’s obviously not well), why I reported him to the police again, who both by email and by phone, first refused to even accept my report. Third time, they did. As if this wasn’t enough, someone also messed with one of my photos through phone intrusion and tried to ruin it with a mark on my clothes that wasn’t actually there. That too was reported of course. And then… as if by fate, all the trains from Stockholm to Gothenburg where he lives, became cancelled due to an electric malfunction after lighting had struck… Unfortunately, the Swedish police do nothing about him and haven’t for more than 15 years, neither did the German, nor the Portuguese, where he also ruined my life, which is one of the major reasons why I want to move abroad again, since I got help and a restraining order in the United States, when he stalked me there too.

Until then, I’m grateful for crow’s warnings.

More about different cultures tales and symbolisms of the crow, can be read here.