Given the many years I’ve been online with this business plan and ideas around building an organic wellness center in bamboo (or any other sustainable material), I’m pretty sure many of you wonder why it hasn’t been built yet, at least in Sweden where I’m from and live. Here, the culture is very much to hold back, to not take initiative and to never follow a new person unless lots of others do too. Swedish people need to know you first, but nobody wants to get to know any new people, ie me, except for some international new acquaintances. My old friends, are long gone without any efforts to contact me and I’m too tired of always having to. I’ve changed, too, of course.

I began planning to build it in the south of Sweden in 2008 or so, but nobody got fired up about it. I had started working as a lifecoach in 2004, when I was finishing up my Swedish Master’s degree, but was directly put in foreclosure due to an old debt. After that, the Swedish government and public job agency adopted the profession “Job coach” and used for their procured consultants, seemingly using my first plan made for the Career center at Malmö University and developed to fit nationally. However, without my permission or participation. And with many not coaching at all. I never even become called to an interview, even though I’m the one who started it. Thereupon, I lost my home due to negligence by my social worker, who forgot to deposit my money for rent twice and thus I took more student loan and went back to Honolulu, HI. My plan was to finish my American Master’s degree and/or get a professional certificate (a year less), depending on whether or not my Swedish credits could be partly used into the degree. And then, I hoped to do an internship with my exam paper in 2011 in San Francisco and then stay there, working, and building Telluselle Living Center. To build it with bamboo, was an option I learned about in Honolulu, where I got to see a sample house and meet with the architect. However, I was deported 2012 from Honolulu, due to Hawaii Pacific University delaying the transfer of credits and not approving temporary work authorization, which otherwise was allowed on my visa.

Back in Sweden, I met with business consultants about starting a cooperative and got to know more dance teachers, that I could see myself working with, in West African, 5 rhythms and Isadora Duncan. Thus, I now looked into building it in Stockholm instead, after I had finished writing my two first books. Again, I was met with hesitancy, others waiting for others to go first. Add thereupon a heavy sales tax of 25% that needs to be added onto all prices here, making the budget quite tight and not possible due to said old low credit score.

Then in 2014, I was instead slandered, stalked, plagiarised and threatened for many years, so much that I eventually had to flee in 2018-20, first to Germany and then to Portugal, and then became locked up in a psychiatric ward due to said slander, based on fabricated and twisted around facts, made by Swedish authorities, who extradited me due to an email that others would only receive a fine and probation for. One of the psychiatrists, who gave me my first examination, claimed that I should be deemed insane for thinking that a house made of bamboo could be built in Sweden, pretending that I wouldn’t know it required isolation, which I think is so self-evident I didn’t even consider mentioning it. Nonetheless, it certainly isn’t criminal, yet I was treated like one. My body took its toll, after that 2 year “treatment” which has taken me equally long time to recuperate and recover from, with anything from dental surgeries to eye surgery to removing skin cancer and lymph nodes (and still waiting for the Supreme court to rehear my case). Hence, the many years. So, could I safely build it here in Sweden finally now? No, obviously not. Building it in Portugal, could be an option, but since I don’t speak any Portuguese, that seems not as reasonable. Which takes me back to building it in San Francisco… That is, if I can conjure up enough of an income with a work visa for starters, and get loans and investors under way in the United States, without any more stalking, slander and sabotage following me there. What do you think?

If you’d like to read more about it and how I healed my inner child to continue my path of creativity, you can read it in my book The Call for Divine Harmony – finding pearls of wisdom here.